Last blog post.

Monday: 100 for realizing SAT-ness and how fucked I really am right now. Also, helped a bit during the really unorganized filming day 1 and stayed out of the way while I did some works.

Tuesday: 89

Wednesday: 100 for doing some work until being called out f class for like...a half hour to take a physical with an overweight, effeminate male nurse with a really sexy lisp. I was in Cleo Mack's (didn't want to disturb filming and be in their way).

Thursday: 100 for showcase proposal work with Louis, and doing more planning for the summer. A job will probably be crucial since my budget definitely won't cover transportation costs. Just have to explain that to the 'rents. Everything seems a little more solid at this point.

Friday: 100 for taking in Hamlet and actually, REALLY understanding what was going on. Louis really made it a lot easier to understand when he lectured for a bit at the end. I really found most of watching these films sort of pointless because there wasn't anyone there to guide us. I mean, out class isn't a bunch of lost puppies but we really do need the guidance. Feeling a little inadequacy there, but whatever. It happens.

So...as this is my last blog for the year, I thought I'd like to just say what I feel.

I'm really glad this year happened.

I realized the importance that leadership has on a group of teenagers.

I realized what I need to work on as far as me being a leader (or the lackthereof there).

I realized how much we used this year's seniors until they were completely, totally burned out.

We all still have a really long way to go. I'll probably edit this later if I think of anything better.

Biggest. learning experience. on earth.

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100 for today for the discussion with Louis about marketing and the proposal for my senior showcase. We talked about making a postcard for just my lovely self to send to Carol Thompson and other colleges and other awesome people to get myself out there. Am getting Scat Silvay to do my headshot.

Proposal as of now (need proper opening and closing, and more descriptiveness I guess. it's really vague and unconvincing, but I kind of have time to work on that):

To Whom it May Concern --

My time spent at the School of Performing Arts has allowed me to acquire a well-rounded education in all aspects of theatrical training, ready for a professional environment's cut-throat settings. With my chosen major being stage management, I am requesting a $500 grant for a senior showcase project assistant stage managing a professional play with Cake productions, Aloha, Say the Pretty Girls by Naomi Iizuka.

With the grant given me, I would be able to provide myself with transportation to and from rehearsals, technical rehearsals, and performances, along with funds for advetisements of my own to market my work and my current work to send to colleges and potential employers.

Cordially,

Chelsea Moroski

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Yeah. 'Budget plan' as of now:

Student pass for one month from Iselin Metropark roundtrip: $290

Might bring bike to come in and out of Manhattan. If not, PATH train from Newark to Downtown for one moth: $180 (costs the same as the subway, only above ground and less rapey).

It's a rough plan for now.

It'll be worked on. Promise.

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100 for fridsay for the dance show, 100 for today for the peer matinee.