so, uh...today's first.

100 for really taking movement seriously and actually participating with dedication. I also realized just how weak I am. Like, really? I'm that fat that I feel tired after five real pushups? Really? But anyway, movement was super fun and I enjoyed making the dancers uncomfortable.

I did one of those horrible cries today because I'm going back and forth as to if I'll get into college or not. I really do not think I will, but I'm trying my fucking damnedest at this point.

AIA:

So Act II is getting pretty crazy with the AIDS, random park sex out of anger and frustration, Louis' emoness talking to Emily the Nurse, various fights between couples and such. It's pretty great.

Can I just say how beautifully this is written? I can't get over it, legit. Kushner is just unbelievably gifted and makes everything simultaneously relate-able and metaphorically complex. It's some good stuff. I might have to check out A Bright Room Called Day, I heard some stupid drama club in east brunswick did it.

dance showwwwwwwwwwww. so

100 for that. I love Cleo Mack

dance is dancy

100 for spa dance show.

o hai, tony kushner

it's a been a long day.

100 for taking in your advice like a boss and getting paid for the cmdp show, whaaaaaaat?

started reading angels in america and it's totally great. harper's totes out of her mind and louis and roy make my day. it's gonna be a great play. obviously. but i really can't wait till act II, cause waaaaaaaaaaaah, it's cool.

yup.

...yup.

Hahahahhhahahaha journals are cool.

Monday: 100 for staying afger for CMDP show.

Tuesday: 100 for seeing the two Pinter plays and not bieng conpletely fucking confused and loving it. Amazingawesomeness

Wednesday: 100 for totally applying to Rutgers and writing an entire essay in 6 hours. Yeaaaaah, about that.

Thursday: 100 for Mack tech.

Friday: 100 for Mack show.

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah

oh yeah

and hayley needed her book back so i'm devoid of a reading source. i'll hopefully work this back up when i'm in new york fucking city for three weeks.

all of my journals for this week, so

monday: went to dance since someone's bitch ass was not there and bonded with some freshmen losers.

100 for doing my leader-ish thingaling and making sure no one got...hurt. unless they were dancing in which case it definitely was not my problem.

tuesday: 100 for preparing the talent show. and helping brian not explode.

wednesday: 100 for more preparation for the talent show, SEAN LEWIS and some crazy chick, and no cake??! cannot express how upset i was.

thursday: TALENT SHOW, 100.