silver-plated wahwah muuuuuuuuuuuute

Movement: GYM! I shit you not. I actually worked up a sweat. It was carazy.
Voice: Cornet Man. Idina Menzel love <3
Reading: Monologue
Participation: 89

Yeah. Because stage managing isn't my thang, persay.

Nothing special except stage managing kinda does really suck balls.

I want to go to sleep.

I don't own a life.

Goodbye.



Peace

OOOOOOOOOH! GLITTERRRRR

Lallala.

Movement: Skanking in the halls after the show.
Voice: The Time Warp, Life of the Party
Reading: :-(
Participation: 100

For knowing what I have to do with my movie...I'm not keeping it, I know that. Now I just need to think of a story. Joy!

I miss Ari. With a fiery, burning passion. :-(
Fo srs.


The stuff Aladren was saying about writing from the shit that chews you up at night really...spoke to me, I guess. I'm really, really good at disengaged writing...fake writing. It's just easier.


But now that she explained it like that, it got me excited, and I really want to revamp my whole movie. Yay.


I'm too ried to say anything else.


The dance show was a lot better than people said it was. Some peeps are too bitchy for their own good. The tech sucked, but other than that...it really wasn't bad at all.


P.S.--Jessica Blodett makes me giggle.



Peace

Dontja wanna be...the life of the paaarty...

Movement: Okay. Lemme recap: 100 situps, 30 pushups, 30 cycles, and 40 leglifts. :-)
Voice: Don't Cry for Me Argentina and Life of the Party
Reading: Snippets of the epic poem 'The Wild Party' by Joseph March. I'm trying to find it everywhere cheap to buy or online for me but...*suckapunch*
Participation: 100

For being a good little minion, and searching the right stores, and I'll try to find some cheap-ass places for uniforms, cause Flynn O'Hara is fucking ridiculous.


I hate some English teachers who don't even know about good literature. I mean...blah. Nevermind. BLAH

I really wish our shop was in the academy...I can't stand these fucking NIMRODS. They're all complete jackasses. I want to to kick all in the face and pull up all their pants.


NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR ASS


If you see mine, it's on accident. I know it's not a hot sight.


But for real? I mean, you might as well grab your crotches every 5 se...OH. Whoops! Nevermind.


YOU ALREADY DO YOU BELLIGERENT, IGNORANT, *AND* ARROGANT DILLHOLES!!


gnarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr



anyway


Here is a video.


Aladren: I kick the fucking shit out of this song, and I want to sing it somewhere. *headdesk*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyHMBXFc5nM

I know I give you a million billion videos to watch, but it's SO kickass. :-) bloopblopblip



Peace

Ahhhhhhh Idina Menzel baby, you were so fierce. WHY did you have to go and fuck it all up by being in Wicked? Damn you, child!

I'm as corny as Kansas in August

Movement: okay. I think it was...100 situps, 20 pushups, 20 leglifts, and 20 cycles.
Voice: Shuffle, Articulation Worksheets in class
Reading: msnd
Participation: 100

Because I helped Megan and Desiree a bit in class with diction.

It's really hard to say words like America the right way. People say it like Amairica and it pisses me off. a.me.ri.ca. use it.


So. Lalalala. Nothing special.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJ23ZtHYLTI


Yay, South Pacific.


nightnight chibbins


peace

It's official: I'm poor!

But I love it.

Movement: Exercise video (makin money...MAKIN MONEYYY)
Voice: Tralala I'm a freak. I shuffle on the iPizzle.
Reading: Midsummer, Act 3 Scene 1
Participation: 100

Because sitting in CAD being tortured by stinky people (this girl Steph needs a shopping spree at BathnBody), and playing games on the computer weren't enough.

For real.

And, also, I turned my whole TWO lines in a day early. HOLLA. That's halfway through my six lines. Chickachicka WHAT?!


BTW, try not to miss class. It's fucking retarded how all of these subs sit on their fat asses while we're spilt up. -_-

Oh, and. Freshmen sluts are the worst. All of the freshman are the worst.


And it's even suckier when some are in your shop.


Blah.


End o' story.



I HAVE PANCAKE MIX, so all is righteous with the world


Holla at that shit. For real.


Gingersnapz.


Peace

I want to go to sleep

and I will then.

socs are fun.

but assholes aren't. people are so fucking whiny. and ugh. i can't even say what pissed me off because i'll fucking get my patootie in a bunch. Fuck people.

they are two-faced and only stick with people they can conquer and step on. i will no longer be a fucking doormat.

i don't know where THAT came from but.


you know what i mean.

100-for telling the absolute thruth about what I thought of my movie. Call it self-depricating, but all of what I said is true.



Peace

4 italian suits, 3 former husbands, 2 giant breasts

Movement: exercise video
Voice: 12 days of christmas from janice dickinson
Reading: TRYING to find fucking Bernarda Alba IN ENGLISH. fucking. assholes.
Participation: 100

For being around, paying attention, and not getting in the way. Plus the acting widget was fucking awesome.

And wtf. Why must there be so much drama? Fo real. Grow up. Write a journal. Make a painting. Don't put your bad fucking feelings and piss all over people with them. I just. Bleh. Assholes. Poor Danny Baker... :-(


OHOHOH


AND


I will have some sort of college fund by like...February. It's Christmas present. I am happy.


When I get a job in my local movie theater, and start depositing in money, my mom will match whatever I put in. I'm very happy!!!!


:-):-):-)

It will be a good year


Off to listen to my Ipod.


Hopeyfully


peace

I gotta sneeze but it didn't come out

Movement: Okay, I was fucking DANCING to this rap. That Eddie Murphy sang. It's from Dreamgirls, but you know what? It's beast. So buttock.
Voice: SINGING the rap! Jimmy WANT MO, jimmy want jimmy want jimmy want MOOOOO
Reading: ... :-)
Participation: 100
Table work is ace. It's just...blah. I heart it. Even though I was yawning. I sear I was paying attention.


I feel sick.


*fetal position*

I wanna start trying this marking period. Just so that I can have over a 3.5 GPA. That would be pretty cool. I mean, it's pretty high already but...it's not good enough. For me, at least; but you know me. :/



idk



workworkwork



sleepsleepsleep



peace

Oh and Aladren? You need to play the Old Lady from Candide. I mean. Obvi not right now but...bloop. You know what I mean.

I am calm.

Movement: 35 min exercise video (rawr)
Voice: Shufflin on the iPizzle
Reading: Looking through Lorca's Blood Wedding and Bernarda Alba.
Participation: 100

Why? Because I almost have my 3.5 GPA. 3.42. If I actually try this marking period I'll get it. Maybe even higher.

And because costume research is supahr funz.


And because I'm proud to be an anti-dunce. Hopefully. I hate these people. Not just the kids. The entire environment of our school gives no hope to the students...slotech is a last resort. They do all that shit because that is what makes them feel important. They think they're somebody. But they're just another statistic on the six o'clock news, I guess. Typical Jersey trash. But I would love to see what would've happened if they had gone farther and actually had faith in themselves. And plus, I have people who give two shits about me. Which makes me spiffy on the inside. And I feel bad for those who don't...I know I couldn't live if no one truly...cared what I did or what happens to me.

I know for a fact I'd be one of them if I didn't have the guidance, and like...POSITIVE peer pressure of the people around me. I know that I'm easily influenced. Which is bad. But. Yknow. Look where I am now. It's not that good, but it'll get there.


Oh. And Matt's new phrase, "Social Recession", is freaking gold. Just saying.




Peace

AND FUCKING A

PEOPLE ALREADY HAVE MORE COMPLEX SHIT THAN ME???!


WHAT THE FUCK


please tell me why I'm so stupid.


And if someone gives me that bullshit about having these conversations with your parents i will rip their fucking COCK off!!!!!!!!!!!


why must you mix MATH into this shit????


IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE YOU DUMB FUCK

YOU ARE NOT CLEVER

NOBODY CARES


STOP



TRYING



God, I think I have a problem.



I cannot sbhdhdhdhdjlbsjhbdsjhfbhld this whole shit



WHY can't i be smarter?


I feel like everyone fucking doesnt take me seriously

well
probably because I try to contribute to the conversation when I dont know what the SHIT I am talkign about!!


But i try


It just seems to...not work every time.


oh and btw


I'm going to rip someone a new asshole ( i think you know who) if they dont


stop


playing piano and singing like a fucking DYING donkey. YOU CANT SING



HEY EVERYONE????????????!



STOP ENCOURAGING HIM


Do you know anyone who likes to hear him sing?


NO


so STOP


























....okay


yeah


I need to stop going off on him


but you know what?


this has been bottling up for like

a year now


im not putting up with this bitch's bullshit anymore


I love him to death


but he needs to stop


sorry if youre reading this...


I know i would be wanting to do bad shit if someone talked like this about me.







fkwdofjdofhdkjklgjdklghkghl



Read my below post, please.


It's much more...civil.


Peace2

GET OFF YO FAT ASS

Movement: "Celebrity Fit Club BOOT CAMP WORKOUT featuring Harvey Walden IV, is a unique boot camp style workout that delivers real results you can see and feel. You've seen Harvey on TV helping celebrities lose weight, reshape their bodies and improve their fitness. Now you can follow his ultimate boot camp workout at home and get that Hollywood body you've always wanted. Choose your own workout length: Depending on your level of fitness or how much time you have to work out, the program provides an entire body workout that delivers results. Choose your own soundtrack: Dance/Pop beats or Rock/Alternative sounds are designed to keep you motivated and moving throughout your workout! "
Voice: Youtubing my heart out for...2o minsish?
Reading: Monologue
Participation: 100


So. I'm deciding to do this exercise video 3 times a week. It's a half hour long. Yeah. It's lame. But it's better than sitting on my fat ass and eating pretzels. And I have energy afterward so.

I love how some people who you love to death just seem to be unbearable in class. Juuuuuuuuuuuuust love it. Holier-than-thou policies are just right up my alley. ESPECIALLY for me when people think that they are better than YOU, the entire program, and the entire school. SOME people aren't Jesus Aloisious fucking Christ. For real. Anyway.


I'm just REALLY excited for the show. EEEEEEEEEE

I just. nyyyyyyyyyah. It'll be awesome.



OH. And another thing I was thining about:


It's so fun to watch socially awkward people. I mean, I usually AM one, but. You know what I mean.

People try and nudge their way into a conversation, prethinking about two minutes about what they were going to say, and the continuing conversation that would follow, if it did at all. I love watching people. I love to get in their heads to see WHY they said something so STUPID, or *how* they just didn't care enough to do their homework, or WHY they want to lose weight. Or how they process thoughts. Words cannot express how obsessed I am with it.


I just think it's a constant...wanting to know everything. But then I end up getting shitty grades (well, for me anyway) for the most part, and any fucking 'smart kid has to help me with math or science. Or whatever. I just wish I could be God. For like, an hour.


wow

That sounded really cliche. But fucking a how fucking AWESOME would that be???!

I have like a never-ending thirst for knowing shit. I fucking love to observe.

So...if I'm smart enough to process complex thoughts, why am I so fucking dumb?? And why does it seem that people LOVE to shove my shortcommings in my face?

Do I ATTRACT those people or something?

God fucking DAMN that is annoying. Someone LOOKS at my paper while I'm doing classwork or whatever and goes, "oh. that's wrong." Fuck you you fucking CUNT DESTROYER. I wasn't ASKING you or your fat ass!

Oh and by the way, thats not being elitist (on my part). That shit is fucking disrespectful. I wasn't asking you, you fucking combat boot-wearing, dyketastic bitch (yeah, I said it. not that I don't love gay people but GOD. I need to make fun of her.) oh wait. She had a permlike mullet in 7th/8th grade. So yeah. Nevermind the first part.(oh and see how awkward that sentenceswas? yeah. but i'm gonna keep it there cause I wanna keep it as soc-ish as possible.)
SUCK MY COCK

kay? thx.



Why can't I be...all-knowing?


Fuck my life. I'm such a complainy bitch.

Good
night


PEACE