silver-plated wahwah muuuuuuuuuuuute

Movement: GYM! I shit you not. I actually worked up a sweat. It was carazy.
Voice: Cornet Man. Idina Menzel love <3
Reading: Monologue
Participation: 89

Yeah. Because stage managing isn't my thang, persay.

Nothing special except stage managing kinda does really suck balls.

I want to go to sleep.

I don't own a life.

Goodbye.



Peace

OOOOOOOOOH! GLITTERRRRR

Lallala.

Movement: Skanking in the halls after the show.
Voice: The Time Warp, Life of the Party
Reading: :-(
Participation: 100

For knowing what I have to do with my movie...I'm not keeping it, I know that. Now I just need to think of a story. Joy!

I miss Ari. With a fiery, burning passion. :-(
Fo srs.


The stuff Aladren was saying about writing from the shit that chews you up at night really...spoke to me, I guess. I'm really, really good at disengaged writing...fake writing. It's just easier.


But now that she explained it like that, it got me excited, and I really want to revamp my whole movie. Yay.


I'm too ried to say anything else.


The dance show was a lot better than people said it was. Some peeps are too bitchy for their own good. The tech sucked, but other than that...it really wasn't bad at all.


P.S.--Jessica Blodett makes me giggle.



Peace

Dontja wanna be...the life of the paaarty...

Movement: Okay. Lemme recap: 100 situps, 30 pushups, 30 cycles, and 40 leglifts. :-)
Voice: Don't Cry for Me Argentina and Life of the Party
Reading: Snippets of the epic poem 'The Wild Party' by Joseph March. I'm trying to find it everywhere cheap to buy or online for me but...*suckapunch*
Participation: 100

For being a good little minion, and searching the right stores, and I'll try to find some cheap-ass places for uniforms, cause Flynn O'Hara is fucking ridiculous.


I hate some English teachers who don't even know about good literature. I mean...blah. Nevermind. BLAH

I really wish our shop was in the academy...I can't stand these fucking NIMRODS. They're all complete jackasses. I want to to kick all in the face and pull up all their pants.


NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR ASS


If you see mine, it's on accident. I know it's not a hot sight.


But for real? I mean, you might as well grab your crotches every 5 se...OH. Whoops! Nevermind.


YOU ALREADY DO YOU BELLIGERENT, IGNORANT, *AND* ARROGANT DILLHOLES!!


gnarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr



anyway


Here is a video.


Aladren: I kick the fucking shit out of this song, and I want to sing it somewhere. *headdesk*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyHMBXFc5nM

I know I give you a million billion videos to watch, but it's SO kickass. :-) bloopblopblip



Peace

Ahhhhhhh Idina Menzel baby, you were so fierce. WHY did you have to go and fuck it all up by being in Wicked? Damn you, child!

I'm as corny as Kansas in August

Movement: okay. I think it was...100 situps, 20 pushups, 20 leglifts, and 20 cycles.
Voice: Shuffle, Articulation Worksheets in class
Reading: msnd
Participation: 100

Because I helped Megan and Desiree a bit in class with diction.

It's really hard to say words like America the right way. People say it like Amairica and it pisses me off. a.me.ri.ca. use it.


So. Lalalala. Nothing special.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJ23ZtHYLTI


Yay, South Pacific.


nightnight chibbins


peace

It's official: I'm poor!

But I love it.

Movement: Exercise video (makin money...MAKIN MONEYYY)
Voice: Tralala I'm a freak. I shuffle on the iPizzle.
Reading: Midsummer, Act 3 Scene 1
Participation: 100

Because sitting in CAD being tortured by stinky people (this girl Steph needs a shopping spree at BathnBody), and playing games on the computer weren't enough.

For real.

And, also, I turned my whole TWO lines in a day early. HOLLA. That's halfway through my six lines. Chickachicka WHAT?!


BTW, try not to miss class. It's fucking retarded how all of these subs sit on their fat asses while we're spilt up. -_-

Oh, and. Freshmen sluts are the worst. All of the freshman are the worst.


And it's even suckier when some are in your shop.


Blah.


End o' story.



I HAVE PANCAKE MIX, so all is righteous with the world


Holla at that shit. For real.


Gingersnapz.


Peace

I want to go to sleep

and I will then.

socs are fun.

but assholes aren't. people are so fucking whiny. and ugh. i can't even say what pissed me off because i'll fucking get my patootie in a bunch. Fuck people.

they are two-faced and only stick with people they can conquer and step on. i will no longer be a fucking doormat.

i don't know where THAT came from but.


you know what i mean.

100-for telling the absolute thruth about what I thought of my movie. Call it self-depricating, but all of what I said is true.



Peace

4 italian suits, 3 former husbands, 2 giant breasts

Movement: exercise video
Voice: 12 days of christmas from janice dickinson
Reading: TRYING to find fucking Bernarda Alba IN ENGLISH. fucking. assholes.
Participation: 100

For being around, paying attention, and not getting in the way. Plus the acting widget was fucking awesome.

And wtf. Why must there be so much drama? Fo real. Grow up. Write a journal. Make a painting. Don't put your bad fucking feelings and piss all over people with them. I just. Bleh. Assholes. Poor Danny Baker... :-(


OHOHOH


AND


I will have some sort of college fund by like...February. It's Christmas present. I am happy.


When I get a job in my local movie theater, and start depositing in money, my mom will match whatever I put in. I'm very happy!!!!


:-):-):-)

It will be a good year


Off to listen to my Ipod.


Hopeyfully


peace

I gotta sneeze but it didn't come out

Movement: Okay, I was fucking DANCING to this rap. That Eddie Murphy sang. It's from Dreamgirls, but you know what? It's beast. So buttock.
Voice: SINGING the rap! Jimmy WANT MO, jimmy want jimmy want jimmy want MOOOOO
Reading: ... :-)
Participation: 100
Table work is ace. It's just...blah. I heart it. Even though I was yawning. I sear I was paying attention.


I feel sick.


*fetal position*

I wanna start trying this marking period. Just so that I can have over a 3.5 GPA. That would be pretty cool. I mean, it's pretty high already but...it's not good enough. For me, at least; but you know me. :/



idk



workworkwork



sleepsleepsleep



peace

Oh and Aladren? You need to play the Old Lady from Candide. I mean. Obvi not right now but...bloop. You know what I mean.

I am calm.

Movement: 35 min exercise video (rawr)
Voice: Shufflin on the iPizzle
Reading: Looking through Lorca's Blood Wedding and Bernarda Alba.
Participation: 100

Why? Because I almost have my 3.5 GPA. 3.42. If I actually try this marking period I'll get it. Maybe even higher.

And because costume research is supahr funz.


And because I'm proud to be an anti-dunce. Hopefully. I hate these people. Not just the kids. The entire environment of our school gives no hope to the students...slotech is a last resort. They do all that shit because that is what makes them feel important. They think they're somebody. But they're just another statistic on the six o'clock news, I guess. Typical Jersey trash. But I would love to see what would've happened if they had gone farther and actually had faith in themselves. And plus, I have people who give two shits about me. Which makes me spiffy on the inside. And I feel bad for those who don't...I know I couldn't live if no one truly...cared what I did or what happens to me.

I know for a fact I'd be one of them if I didn't have the guidance, and like...POSITIVE peer pressure of the people around me. I know that I'm easily influenced. Which is bad. But. Yknow. Look where I am now. It's not that good, but it'll get there.


Oh. And Matt's new phrase, "Social Recession", is freaking gold. Just saying.




Peace

AND FUCKING A

PEOPLE ALREADY HAVE MORE COMPLEX SHIT THAN ME???!


WHAT THE FUCK


please tell me why I'm so stupid.


And if someone gives me that bullshit about having these conversations with your parents i will rip their fucking COCK off!!!!!!!!!!!


why must you mix MATH into this shit????


IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE YOU DUMB FUCK

YOU ARE NOT CLEVER

NOBODY CARES


STOP



TRYING



God, I think I have a problem.



I cannot sbhdhdhdhdjlbsjhbdsjhfbhld this whole shit



WHY can't i be smarter?


I feel like everyone fucking doesnt take me seriously

well
probably because I try to contribute to the conversation when I dont know what the SHIT I am talkign about!!


But i try


It just seems to...not work every time.


oh and btw


I'm going to rip someone a new asshole ( i think you know who) if they dont


stop


playing piano and singing like a fucking DYING donkey. YOU CANT SING



HEY EVERYONE????????????!



STOP ENCOURAGING HIM


Do you know anyone who likes to hear him sing?


NO


so STOP


























....okay


yeah


I need to stop going off on him


but you know what?


this has been bottling up for like

a year now


im not putting up with this bitch's bullshit anymore


I love him to death


but he needs to stop


sorry if youre reading this...


I know i would be wanting to do bad shit if someone talked like this about me.







fkwdofjdofhdkjklgjdklghkghl



Read my below post, please.


It's much more...civil.


Peace2

GET OFF YO FAT ASS

Movement: "Celebrity Fit Club BOOT CAMP WORKOUT featuring Harvey Walden IV, is a unique boot camp style workout that delivers real results you can see and feel. You've seen Harvey on TV helping celebrities lose weight, reshape their bodies and improve their fitness. Now you can follow his ultimate boot camp workout at home and get that Hollywood body you've always wanted. Choose your own workout length: Depending on your level of fitness or how much time you have to work out, the program provides an entire body workout that delivers results. Choose your own soundtrack: Dance/Pop beats or Rock/Alternative sounds are designed to keep you motivated and moving throughout your workout! "
Voice: Youtubing my heart out for...2o minsish?
Reading: Monologue
Participation: 100


So. I'm deciding to do this exercise video 3 times a week. It's a half hour long. Yeah. It's lame. But it's better than sitting on my fat ass and eating pretzels. And I have energy afterward so.

I love how some people who you love to death just seem to be unbearable in class. Juuuuuuuuuuuuust love it. Holier-than-thou policies are just right up my alley. ESPECIALLY for me when people think that they are better than YOU, the entire program, and the entire school. SOME people aren't Jesus Aloisious fucking Christ. For real. Anyway.


I'm just REALLY excited for the show. EEEEEEEEEE

I just. nyyyyyyyyyah. It'll be awesome.



OH. And another thing I was thining about:


It's so fun to watch socially awkward people. I mean, I usually AM one, but. You know what I mean.

People try and nudge their way into a conversation, prethinking about two minutes about what they were going to say, and the continuing conversation that would follow, if it did at all. I love watching people. I love to get in their heads to see WHY they said something so STUPID, or *how* they just didn't care enough to do their homework, or WHY they want to lose weight. Or how they process thoughts. Words cannot express how obsessed I am with it.


I just think it's a constant...wanting to know everything. But then I end up getting shitty grades (well, for me anyway) for the most part, and any fucking 'smart kid has to help me with math or science. Or whatever. I just wish I could be God. For like, an hour.


wow

That sounded really cliche. But fucking a how fucking AWESOME would that be???!

I have like a never-ending thirst for knowing shit. I fucking love to observe.

So...if I'm smart enough to process complex thoughts, why am I so fucking dumb?? And why does it seem that people LOVE to shove my shortcommings in my face?

Do I ATTRACT those people or something?

God fucking DAMN that is annoying. Someone LOOKS at my paper while I'm doing classwork or whatever and goes, "oh. that's wrong." Fuck you you fucking CUNT DESTROYER. I wasn't ASKING you or your fat ass!

Oh and by the way, thats not being elitist (on my part). That shit is fucking disrespectful. I wasn't asking you, you fucking combat boot-wearing, dyketastic bitch (yeah, I said it. not that I don't love gay people but GOD. I need to make fun of her.) oh wait. She had a permlike mullet in 7th/8th grade. So yeah. Nevermind the first part.(oh and see how awkward that sentenceswas? yeah. but i'm gonna keep it there cause I wanna keep it as soc-ish as possible.)
SUCK MY COCK

kay? thx.



Why can't I be...all-knowing?


Fuck my life. I'm such a complainy bitch.

Good
night


PEACE

CHEX MIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Lalalalala

Movement: 20 pushups, stretches
Voice: Bye Bye Birdie o_0
Reading: lalallalala
Participation: 100

Why? Because I'm one of the like FIVE people who got on honor roll. Fo rizzle...

I love extra credit. It covers your ass when you are lazy :-)


And yeah...from what I saw of 'Asteroid', I would appreciate Aladren as a director. Or at least a tripod.


Nothing really DRASTIC today. Except ARI VISITEDDDDDDDDD :)


I love herrrr.


And Maxx and Alex visited too. woopwoop



Nothing more to say


EAT YOURSELF TO MY WEIGHT



Happy thanksgivinz



Peace

Lalalalaololololololo

Helllloooooooo.

Movement: Okay, this will sound like an excuse. BUT. Gabe gave me a cardio workout of the tickling fashion for at least 15-20 mins today. Plus 10 crunches. So. Broohaha.

Voice: 12 days of Christmas, janice dickinson style!

Reading: msnd

Participation: 100


So, in class today I did my wealthy share of findinf color palets for the rude mechs, therefore finding more out about my character and how 'slutty' she really is...Plus, I got on honor roll. HOLLA


But blah. We need to work shit out so that we can all study together. I need to whip my own ass into shape. It won't happen if I don't make it happen. Holla at a bizzotch.


There was really nothing else today that was...remotely interesting. That, and I'm half asleep right now. And it's only 10:04. whatever. I like sleeping early.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VraaEaOzYQ&feature=related


Peace

OHOHOHOHOHOH

And, idk about your class, but I'm in honor roll so far! All of my academics



i deserve a small animal

or itunes gift card


night


or morning


peace

exestensial fucking crisis

Me and me need to talk.

Me and Aladren need to talk.

*Something* needs to be spoken of. :/

100

Why? Because I thought...deeply? And because it seems like I'm the only one who the words did not 'reaffirm their decisions' (eyeroll times a fucking billion) -_-

Waiting for Guffman is fucking beast. I wanted to cry, but I was too busy laughing. And it's also sad that fucking legends like Eugene Levy and Fred Willard are being put out to pasture with all of these shit movies, and do one Christopher Guest mockumentary every five years? Wtf??

And. Plus I did extra crunches and shit.

---------

I just found out today that ive been getting 75s every friday. I feel like an asshole. I didnt know we had to do them on fridayssss....


KNEEARF





Peace

I love tablework :)

Tis fun.


Movement: I tried to see how many pushups i could do without stopping. my best was only 23 XD and im not good at pushups so.
Voice: Random showtunes
Reading: MSND
Participation: 100

During tablework, I really like...I don't know. When I WASN'T spacing out from hunger, I just...like it! I just need to start grounding and everything. btw superobjective: pink bottom. holla at a bizzotch

AND doing costume-like things with hopey today


I kept recording videos of myself to see what my voice sounds like, cause I know i have to get used to it. It's just like...torture, yknow? I can't get over it!


And, apparently, I have a 2 and like...3 quarter octave range (chest and head, obviously) . but still. I can hit a C6 on a good day. so.

I'm just happy my belt and vibrato are improving. I need to stop forcing it as much, though...blarhg. Whatever. I can place it where I want it to sound pretty. A++++++++


Beepbeepbeep. HERE COMES THE SHORT BUS

TOOTTOOT


Gnight.

Peace

No Aladren=No Fun

I was excited for shop today.

Damn you, Aladren!

Movement: Volleyball, Walking
Voice: Beatles shit
Reading: lalalalallaa

no participation

bloop

I don't have anything to say

other than i like table work

and can't wait for it tomorrow

tootles :)


PEACE

Deeeeeeeeeear Prudence

Won't you come out to play...

I want to punch this dumb bitch form camp in the face. Thinks she's hot shit, and she was such a bitch. First a cymbalta commercial, and now mtv?

blah.

just shows what happens when money makes up for talent.

anyway.

Movement: Working on mah perfecto splito
Voice: Singing MT and other stuff
Reading: Reading the rest of 1-1 and part of 1-2
Paticipation: 100

I think I really understood the language and actually KNEW all of the grammar terms and what they meant on the FIRST try. lol I didn't know I did, but hey, whatever. Thank you, 8th grade LAL. Mr. McGrath served me well.

And I found out that it's a LOT easier to sing pop and r+b and shit than musical theatre. So im gonna work on my vibrato, cause it sucks with random belting and no direction.

I actually LIKE table work. It's fun. Especially Shakespeare. It makes me feel like Gabe, I feel so smart!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_gfYdk_TaM

This for real made my day.


Guess who's gonna die for his country??

Thank you, Casey XD

PEACE

I'm so fucking disgusted

fucking a

i dont know

i really dont

I dont understand any of this nonlinear bullshit

i feel so stupid

If it's not in fornt of my face, i guess i cant get it

my mind doesnt work that way

how does it come so easliy to everypne else? it just doesnt click

i fucking hate myself right now. and now ill probably getting a c anyway. i feel like such an ass. next marking period will not fucking be like this, i can garuantee that.

movement: stretching to get the kinks out of my left leg
voice: shuffle on my ipod
Reading: monologue
Participation: 100


I hope i improved like aladren said...i know the grade won't be spectacular but itll be better than before. I don't want to jinx my luck, so...



but i fucking hate my stupid, simple-minded, one track brain. why cant i comprehend anything thats not not in front of my face?


I can't believe I'm so upset over this, but I can't help it. It's shit like this that makes me think I'm just not up to fucking standards, that my creativity is trite bullshit and....

fuck it


i can't believe i did this to myself


good fucking night


peace

My head is going to have a baby. ALL HAIL ZEUS

So


Movement: Stretching, playing basketball
Voice: random cole porter songs (leeet's do it lets fall in loooooooove)
Reading: monologuey
Participation: 100
^^^^^^^^^
yay for me staying out of classes for freshmen! They are my favorite. :)


Today was Ari's last day. I can't reallly believe it. At all. She...gah. She needs to come back. I'm gonna miss her.


BUT

I'm trying to do that thing where I don't hang on to shit and become a reckless poopface? I hope it'll work.

Anyway.

I actually think my monolouge is comming along really well. pretty sweeeeeeeeeet.


OHOHOHOHOH

*******Important!

I would like to have my last date for my script to be monday, the 17th. Holla at yo girl. Thankie, aladren :).

OHOHOHOHOHOH

******Also impotant!

I would still like to have my grade from yesterday an 89. If thats okay. Hoowatcha!


shkleeklah!


BOOBAHHHHHHH






Peace

I fucking hate ari's family

Honestly?

Of all the people to go

Ari?

REALLY?

I'm fucking mad as hell.

She doesn't deserve this! She has SO MUCH fucking potential.

Anyway.


Movement: Stretching and trying to get the stiffness out of my legs. and Gabe tickling me, which for rellz made me sweat and like. Twas cardio.
Voice: Practicing my belt and vibrato with the "life Upon the wicked stage" from showboat
Reading: monologue
Participation: 100

Tried my hardest on the test, PLUS im working on a story.

Molly Ringwald needs to die.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obb84XG7g6M


^^^^ fierce


PEACE


sajdasldasbjdsabkdasjb


I'm sorry
I could care less if anyone sees this but

Ugh
certain sisters are fucking selfish and bitchy and need to start thinking about other people.


whatever.

I know I failed the test. I fucking switched the titles, so there goes 26 points!

BYE


nsdajdsanjdaskas

its my own fault though

what
ever

new marking period, new start

thats all im going to say

Fuck you, Philip Glass

Why

whyyyyyyyyyy


nonlinear rapes chelsea's brain

she wants to like it

but then philip glass and cleo mack fart on her face

chelsea doesnt like to get farted on

Yayayayayayyaya its almost haloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeen

I'm going fucking insane. I think I might be clinically depressed or something.

Movement: 'Basketball' in gym
Voice: Jesus Cristo es Ricky Martin la musical y cabaret
Reading: MSN ducking D
Participation: 89

Help Chelsea. She is not in a good state of mind.


I try and try and try and get myself so frustrated and depressed. I can't stand myself. Like, honestly? I need to make a decision about what I want to do in the arts. Cause I know acting isn't it, as much as I want it to be. I'll always think. I'll never be able to not be a control freak. I'm not going to go all out for something that will blow up in my face later on.



gbdkjnlndknklnklx1000000000000000



CANDY MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER


HOLLA



Peace

Love is old love is new. love is all love is you

Llalalalala

Movement: None. im not gonna lie.
Voice: Trying to figure out the harmonies in Because by the Beatles
Reading: Monologue.
Participation: 89

Yay potential freshmen. from MY middle school
Holler at your boy. Home skilletz

I need to stop looking at bad musicals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR5lZn6O4g8


Help


MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.




merbop. Nice harmonies though. I is a sucker for nice harmonies.



I remember being a little 8th grader, and seeing Aladren and everyone for the first time (visiting the school). And they scared me. It was kinda weird. I think Lacey did her Ophelia monologue, and it made me want to come here. Really bad. It's a really vivid memory of her just being like the greatest. Ever. And I wanted to be like that. And here I am. Boobop. Even though that really just sounded kinda stalkerish.


But whatever. It got me where I am right now.


And btw. Saw V blows. If you wanted to know.

Shloopshlopp.



peace

I WENT POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP

Ok, so. Sorry about not doing yesterday, i fell asleep around when? 800. Would be appreciated if i had an 89 for that day.

So
Movement: Dancing to beatles songgggssss (lucy in the sk ywith diamonds and hey jude ftw)
Voice: SINGING beatles songs . yay across the universe
Reading: Monologue. I think i did...YES. the dennotative analysis today too so yipyapyop
Participation: 100

i should get 100 because i was ahead of most of the class with IPA and helping some people out with it. Also, because I'm done with everything. But my action sheet. Holla at a btich


My mom think Across the universe is dumb just cause 'the critics gave it bad reviews';wtf wigga? Decide for yourself. I thought it was awesome. Big step up for Julie Taymor from turning the lion king into a big puppet show if i do say so myself.


Videos with poop in them are fuuuuuuunny.

POOOOOOOOOOOP


hehehe

www.smellypoop.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCyiFkEArNk&feature=related


I wanna go on the rosie cruise like megan was saying. i wanna talk to rosie. and see if she eats me after the first 30 secinds of our conversation are over. twould be loads of fun!


Peace

Just another normal day in iggyland

Movement: Walking with myselffor like 15-20 mins
Voice: What else? I sing every freakin day
Reading: Monologuey
Participation: I dont deserve 100, so. 89 :/

Hmmmmmm.

Nothing special today.

But holla 8th grader from Old Bridge.


I think I have some sort of sickness

I have no energy

I wanna sleep all the time

It's affecting my schoolwork. I'm just not like...on the ball.

Maybe its the crap i eat

yah

prolly it

:////



Sweet dreams lovers


Peace


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_nK_JQZkE4

OH YEAH

About working on my monologue.


Ehh.


I have to stop feeling exposed. But that's why I'm here I guess. It's just... I've been here for over a year...I start to get shit like months after everyone else does, and I've decided to have a new objective for the year:



Expose myself and be comfortable on stage.


It just needs to happen. Even if I won't be an actor in the long run. The openness will spill in to all of my other work so I won't be censoring myself as much.



Btw, Scarlett's little brother told me I'm beautiful. Hehehe


I guess thats the only attention from a guy I've gotten in a while, huh?


Peace

Bidi Bidi Bom Bom

DIE YOLANDA SALDIVAR


RAWR

You be killinz yo Selenaz

wtf?



Movement: Stretching with like splits and stuff. Even though my lega hurt like a mother. Like. 15 mins?
Voice: This song called 'what it means it be a friend' from 13.
Shut your fucking face.
It might be a horrible, terriblizzle song, but it's right in my range.
Reading: Dennotative that turned out to be connotative analysis of my monologue.

Participation--100 baby
I was one of the like
5 people who were fully memorized
holla


but anyway. I need to learn scantion. I'm beyond lost.

Just to put it out there, my hair smells amazing. As of now.


Hmmmm.

What to write?

I forgot to say that I saw the girl who played Nina in a ripoff of CSI like a week ago. She needs to stop being so fucking pretty.

And I found the pictures of Stick River Road, but not on the nj site. On Dvorak's blog

XDx10000000

you dont know

even though her kitty died on sunday
poor ms dvorak


Hmmm

Oh yeah!

I just need to say that I can handle real belty shit when I'm not terrified.

Sorry Aladren. I don't know why I'm still so fucking petrified of you.

But anyway

Ima link you to the song I was singing earlier. Please disregard the cheesy orchestrations and backstage pictures. And the mondo suckish lyrics. And music. The girl singing is Sara Niemietz who's a fucking prodigy. My belt is not as fab as hers, but its still a belt.

Here you go.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKtRiSb35Co


Holla at yo bitch chibbins

Peace

Siiiiiiiiiick

What a beautiful start to my week!

Movement: Stretchy stuff. Splits, crap like that. I feel like icky poop.
Voice: Singing!!
Reading: MSND
Participation: 100--Stick River Road

The whole show was perfect, except for my fuck up. Thank you, amount of talent showing itself!

Even though everyone was pretty...dead. Too cold, early, and dark.

I am not coming in to school tomorrow. I feel like pooooooooooooooooooo.

What else is there to say? More will come as shit gets remotely interesting. Keep it illtempered, kids.


Peace

So.

Woooooooop.

Movement: Elliptical 1.34 mi beebop
Reading: Monologue
Voice: singing
Participation: 100

Yay. I have my monolgue almost completely, fully memorized! While, like, no one else except Gabe has. So. WEEEEEE



Today was interesting.
Boobop. Won't say anything right now.
Although I *DID* get gum stuck in my hair. And discovered some stanky-ass hand sanitizer. I feel like dying in a hole.

Keep it all smiles, children.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFgLl5ToTS4

Peace

Blahblahblahblahblah

Movement: Dancing. Yup. DANCING to my party shuffle. Suck it, Richard Simmons.
Voice: Singing while dancing. Breath placement, yes?
Reading: Monologue/IPA set
100- Ze other Side of Stick Rivar Roed

Soooooooooo.

Aladren's eyes can see right through me. In the right mood, she'll make me cry without saying anything. It's scary/sad.

I had a whole epic crybaby story on the bus ride home and that fucking blew up in my face. Sorry. It'll come to me sometime and I'll write it down.

I wish there was a camera in my brain/subconcious. My God. What a fucking cool movie that would be.

I feel bad with shit I thought about the show now that it's getting so much press...

What


ever

I have pizza and aladren is dying her hair green. I'm happy at the moment.


I'm becoming obsessed with the worst trainwreck of a gimmickraped musical I've ever come across. Why? Because it's catchy.

Fucking jason robert brown. meeop

But I fucking don't get why a glance in my general direction makes me choke up!

DAMN YOU

BLOOOOP

Fat child wants turkey bacon.

Make the cravings for everything stop.

I swear to God it was going to be epic. The journal I was gonna write. My fucking mom hogs our only ghetto computer so it just shoots out the ape's ass.

Truly tragic.
Yup.

Only thing I remember is that I am my father's daughter and it's my life's anti-goal.

I SMELLS THE LIFETIME MOVIE MUSIC COMING ONNNNN

peace

the apocalypse is eminent- i forgot to replace the toilet paper

sleeeeeep

tech-100

wooooooooot

Peace

Yeeeeeeeeeep

I need to blog earlier so I can actually make a coherent...blog. I need coffee.

And Gabe is singing. Fucking make it stooooooooop.

Movement: Practicing my Spongebob skills in C-Z's
Voice: Singing
Reading: Have you not set Lysander, as in scorn, to DO YOUR MOM

Participation: 100
I helped the Matt. And I directed for like two minutes. Gold stars on my hiney.

I started doing the Hamlet outline. And I want to start reading it. I'll have to eventually anyway. So why notz?

Kate Winslet+Ophelia=Gold

Help me


Don't tell me more about Philofuckingmusica

JUST HELP MEEEEEEE





peace

sleepytime

or else i get kicked off of computer

movement: 1.34 mi on elliptical
reading: msnd memorization
voice: singing
participation: 89

YAY

bck2school

afraid of mommy
so ramblings tomorrow hopefully
shit will get juicy around here
i smell it

When was my last post?

Today
Tech-100

...Monday 100-tech

yeah. im that obnoxious to try to make you higher my grade. you know you want to. :-)

Peace.

Sleep.

Participation: 100

YEAH. I have the bumps and hump stains from Nick to prove my hard work.


Peace.

SANDMAN

woooooooooooop


PARTICIPATION : 100

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

I neeed it.

Movement: Runnig around fields for apporx. 2 hours. Good enough?
Voice: Singing all throughout school.
Reading: HEHEHHE. I'm funneh.
Participation: 100!!!!!! Yey.

I stayed after school, I did my thing. I helped. and now I get 100 for participation. OPENNNN SESAMEEEE



Tonight was...beyond interesting.
Just saying.


And I guarantee I will be grilled by aladren tomorrow for the saying the wrong thing in front of parents. W/e.


Sleep is better than fighting.

Keep the arguments in your pants, kids.


PEACE

Ow

Movement: 1.32 mi on elliptical :/
Voice: Maybe This Fucking Time and Nickel Under Your Foot
Reading: MSND mono
Participation: 89


I feel meh.

Mehmehmeh


mehmehmehmeh

I has schedule dates:

1st draft: monday, october 6th
2nd draft: monday, october 20th
Final Draft: November 3rd (or whenever it's due)


Yay


BUT PARENTS NIGHTTTTTT
HEADSHOTS
I pray to myself they wont be as bad as last year. :/

Blargh

nothing really today


just gnar

BYE small chibbins

peace

HELP ME

I'M TRAPPED IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTIONNNNN

http://www.saltytiers.com/images/glasscase.gif

Participation: 100---Yeah. Stratching out paint cans for two and a half periods deserves 200, but 100 is the highest. Casey and I have formed this into an art.
Movement: 1.34 miles on elliptkalz
Voice: Singing.
Reading: MSND


HELP ME
Jewcapella is killing me. It burns my fucking ears. Harmonzing+Half asleep child= fail. I need some sort of life.

Like, Really.

I want to be a slutty singer with green fingernails in '40s Germany. It looks like loads o' fun.


If Gabe does not. stop. singing 70s-like bubblegum I'll cry.
Ok. It stopped. nvm.



I feel bad. Hopey. Meeeeeh. I hope she had a good birthday.


Even though I lovelovelove tech, I always get shit jobs (along with Casey-Cat). I knew how to fucking paint the backdrop and the people who don't know how are doing it and I'm in the fucking janitor's closet with the creepy crawlers? Not. cool. W/e.

Sandman looks like it will be fun as hell. Really excited.


AND

FUCKING A


ARI BE STAYIN! HOLLA



I wanna say more. But my thoughts are pmsing aand refusing to be nice.

http://www.youtube.com/verify_age?next_url=/watch%3Fv%3D48zhgiph9hA


Peace



Peace

I'm not gonna lie

I didn't blog yesterday.
And I'm still giving myself 100 because I stayed after school and did stuff.
Wooooooop.

SO

Today:
Movement: 1.33 mi on elliptikizzle
Reading: Midsummer's
Voice: Sing.ing. blargh.
Participation: 89


If I ever had one wish to make, this is the wish i would choose: BRADLEY WHITFORD

Idk

I feel fainty
I had shit food today
I feel like a failure.

And I'm sweaty. I fucking hate that.

I neeeeeeeeeeeed


INSPUHRAISHUNZ



I miss my seniors

gnar

I have eighteen bugbites
Beat that

Peace

Yababababa

Movement: 1 mi in gym
Voice: Maybe This Time. I didnt warm up, therefore flat.
Reading: MSND
Participation: 89

I'm liking MSND the more I read it. It just gets easier every time I pick it up.

I feel smart.

Anyway.

Being a third wheel sucks. I need a boyfriend.

And I don't wanna be flat when I try to belt.

Me, Gayb, and Casey are simultaneously blogging. We roll like that.


I wanna direct Cabaret SO BAD
I even have most of the parts cast.

Sally: Ari (if she stays :/)
Emcee:Gabe
Cliff: Javi/ Matt?
Fraulein Kost: Meggie Poo
Kit Kat Girls: cool people from SPA.
See? All dooooone.

Obey my every command! RAWR

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zseXAgNLMKs


Peace

Just wipe off the baby seal smell

So.
Movement: Lazy. Just a mile in gym. Yoooooooga.
Reading: msnd
Voice: singing.
Participation 89

Gabe can't beat box for shit. Just needed to put it out there.

I. need. some sort of life.

even though its getting better.

I happen to be switching moods.
pms+teh cwazeh= not fun

I want to take math at mcc. I cant understand a WORD of what that bitch says. I don't learn ANYTHING.

I need to get off in five minutes. And I don't have a story.

I'm totally fucked.

Why are people so...bi, tri, and quadruplepolar?

I hate shit like that. diff personalities for diff situations? B-u-l-l-s-h-i-t.

OH

and yoga is beyond bangin fo sho. i feel like a half-dancer afterward.


Why am I not interesting? I feel like I'm not up to par.

Fuck it.

My creative spark is constipated.


Peace

shvuck it

I'm tired.

Movement: Gym (.5 miles), 7 min elliptical (.9 mi), 10 min flexibility
Voice: Tongue Twisters w/ Gehb + Matt, Singing
Reading: As You Like It
Participation: 89

I wish I was a dancer. They're lucky. Freakin dancers.


Today. Tech. I'm bad at it. End o' story.


I need a life. Honestly. It's just. Gnar.


I'm too tired to think.

I hate school, with exception of shop.

I want to learn. And it's not working.

Notice how many sentences start with I?

General Observation.



Kathryn Hahn will be my adopted mommy/lover.


I intend to find one awesome person a day. Just to brighten up mine.


"No, your existence. I'm calling shenannigans at it."


Peace

9-9-08

Movement: 1.30 miles on elliptical
Voice: Honestly? Singing.
Reading: As You Like It, even though I can't get past the first page. Orlando's speech? Yeah. Boo, Dubya-Shakes.
Participation: 89

Ok, I'm really trying to be more truthful. I really am. everything's prethought and it has been forever. I do stuff to piss myself off. I think I have some sort of mental incompotency. Honestly. I just...ahhh. It doesn't feel right. Like, 'what vocab shold I use? should I include this?' it just ticks me off. I'm trying to SOC it with structure now.

And I've officially decided this blog will be for me only only my self-serving purposes. I couldn't give two shits if you don't understand it.

Onto today:

History really doesn't seem as interesting when you read it, then when you discuss it. I don't know. Well, OBVIOUSLY but... I'm just glad we do it. Like, in other classes, I KNOW the information, but I don't really understand/appreciate/like it. Just glad I have the class, haha.

And thewriting thing we're supposed to do: I seriously hate writing. I do. For school, I mean. When something is assigned to me, like a writing exercise or whatever, there's a light in my brain that's like, "Ehhhh, I'll do it later. I san't think of anything." And,c consequently, it ends up sucking. I'm REALLY good at fake-writing. I don't think I've put any real passion into anything I've written yet. It's all been for the teacher's or the parent's approval. That's why I'm like the retarded perfectionist; I put SO MUCH pressure on myself, and it STILL ends up sucking. I don't like it.

But, I kinda, y'know, need to start writing the plot. Due Friday, yes? :-/


And to top off my cheery mood, I ate all complete shit today. I feel rejuvinized. *eyeroll*


But, Idina makes everything feel better. Fuck you if you think it sucks.


Peace


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJhHG8L_1zw&feature=related

And Yay

Tis a new day for learning. wopwop

MOvement: 1.36 miles on elliptical (10 mins)
Voice: Exercises from sheets..a bit. Mostly singinz. :-)
Reading: Hehe. I made a funny. :-/
Participation: 89 :-)

So now it starts. Still not totally comfortable with the whole blogging thing still, but it'll come to me. I think it'll be more convenient.

So, about voice today: I hate it when I choke up. I don't have the support, and I can't project. And it's REALLY irritating. Like, even when I'm in front of my peers I seem to get all neverous and whatever, and it just gives me the coherency of a retarded five year old, and end up looking stupid. I want no distractions, from my mind, I guess? Idk. So I can actually project. But, when I get home, it's SO DIFFERENT. I. hate. being like myself. It doesn't work out for me when it should. But. Anyway.

I seriously need to see Boeing-Boeing again for a third time; Mark Rylance is effing amazing, as is Christine Baranski, Kathryn Hahn, MARY MCCORMACCCCKKKK, Bradley Whitford...basically everyone except Gina Gershon lol. I think it's awesome; I mean, the play itself is really not that strong, but the performances, like...AHHH. I was literally peeing my pants. It WAS AMAZINGGGG. It just shows what some pros and an ace director can do.

AND
I learned how to play Souper Trouper
By AB(Backwards B)A
On my recorder from fifth grade

That counts for SOMETHING, right?

Sooooooo. It'll be boring. I'm not a pro at blogging.

MOvement: 1.33 miles on elliptical *golf claps*
Voice: I sang like all afternoon. I rape my iPod daily, though I never do like any legit 'exercises' :/
Reading: MONDEH. Ari has my Midsummer's 0_o
Participation: Mondeh as well




So, goals for this year with this blog:

-Y'know, actually use it.
-Get USE out of it.
-Not be a procrastinatorio with it.
-Yey.

Nothin special today, I just felt like starting my blog early for no particular reason. Hopefully, it will come in handy.


Aboot today:

Brownies are nice.
But destroyed converses are better.
I feel fat and disgusting once I knew that I need to work out almost an hour a day to lose weight.
Shakespeare is my bestest friend/enemy. He is not for slow thinkers such as myself.
I reallly need a mic for my computer.
I SEE BOEING FUCKING BOEING TOMORROW! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


Like, seriously? I need to get better at this. It'll come to me eventually. As things get more exciting.




P.S.- RIP Quinn. Good times, gooooooooood times.